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The sound of us

by Club Together Club

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So sick of being punished by my own fears So sick of creating this self-hating ideas I watch how I become my own disease, I know i'm my worst enemy Why do you tell me I will not be good enough? Why do you tell me it's too late to be wrong? Why do you hurt me when we're supposed to be best friends? Why do I let you rule my head? The mirror staring at me tells me how I should be Every time I see myself criticises my image: Be skinny, be perfect, be softer, be a lady Be better, be skinny, be a slave of society
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I can(t) find my way I can(t) find a place In this world that's safe I can(t) find my way I can(t) find a place I can(t) find a space Oh I can(t) find my way I can(t) find my way I don't know what age I was when I first started running I don't know what age I was when I first started hiding I don't know what age I started letting in The hate and the shame It's easier to reach for my rage I don't know what age I started feeling rage But every single day I feel the rage I don't know where to go Don't have a place to call home Take me in! Someone take me in! Blown at the mercy of the wind I can(t) find my way Nowhere in the world is safe I can(t) find my way
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Remind me my name And how many times I’ve been round the sun Remind me to breathe And not seek relief From anyone I can do this on my own I’m better off alone I feel that I have grown Into someone unknown Remind me my home Where I’m recognised And where belong Remind me to speak There’s so many words But they all come out wrong I can do this on my own I’m better off alone Autumn brings a bitter cold And the branches are shown Remind me of my face All the different things My smiles indicate Remind me to scream Its never too loud When your coming out I can do this on my own Im better off alone Shine a light straight through my bones Find the parts I don’t know
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pain, pain, pain, pain, pain slowly moving, slowly fading how? shall I carry on the same? never felt so pure as after pain never felt so close to you (never understood, never felt) never understood what it was to be (never, never understood) never felt so close to you never understood what it was to be (a wo, a wo, a wo) a woman a woman a woman "it just started to slip in recent years and I could no longer quite keep it up, or I just, yeah, I dunno I dunno. But anyway, it's taken so long, and it's like now like wow like this is me. I want everyone to know that this is me, you still know me. I'm still the same person, but like, I didn't quite know who I was before and now this is more me, this more authentically me. So I just want to go straight into it."
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Mari - Mari 00:32
Scorribande di pensieri, Forse sogni ad occhi aperti e poi di nuovo chiusi Come il mare trattenuti Dalla gravità del mondo. Raids of thoughts, Perhaps dreams with eyes wide open and then closed again Like the sea held back By the gravity of the world.
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I am literally looking at my most favourite place in the world Who’d have thought that such a brutal landscape could capture my heart, but it has. It matters where the heart begins and where it lands. I hold the North Sea dear, its gusty. Its holding the sky up today Today they are one, they are grey. Sometimes the universe sings to me, today its a song of joy brought to me on the wind Brought to me on the wind I am literally looking at my most favourite place in the world, the North Sea.
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I am sitting By your side, that’s a lie I am standing My ground, don’t know why Cause I’m falling For you dear, like a child I am crawling And I’m aching For your love, such a chore So much it’s boring Playing games, messing round But I ask you one thing Take my heart, take my soul Take me soaring Leave me so far away This never-ending price I pay For loving you And leaving me behind I am hurting You leave me here you say It isn’t working How can it be When no-one here is learning? I’m begging you To teach me please It’s burning My insides up and honey It’s concerning The way you think of her Will leave me dreaming Of circumstances Were at first unseeming I wake up in the night And I am screaming Get out of my mind You said you didn’t want it So leave it behind My heart is no longer yours If you’d be so kind To leave it in that Empty bottle of wine Because it’s mine It’s mine
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Out of time Blood gets sore And next door puppies whine How long has this been going on? ‘Cause I can smell My own ideas Going out of date as well I said I’d stay but now I’m gone If up above Something looked on All it would see Is two trying to be one These strangers on a date One was just too late While the other left too soon Maybe time will bend If they both look at the same moon Missing what never was theirs Lonely child Syndrome A kingdom at sea Mini skirt with a feline eye Ships passing In the night Watched from the balcony A small death without demise If up above Something looked on All it would see Is two trying to be one These strangers on a date One was just too late While the other left too soon Maybe time will bend If they both look at the same moon Missing what never was theirs You were just too late As for me I left too soon Maybe time will bend If we both look at the same moon Missing what never was mine The way that Ronnie sings The way that Ronnie sings Out her heart Teaches me to say I love you still when we’re apart
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Shut your mouth I can feel that something’s not right Give me time and I’ll tell you if you're worth this fight I know that you won't go away if I close my eyes Get the knife time to cut away some dead weight It took too long I always felt the need to stay Your guilty eyes in the look you give when you're about to lie I'm done with the drama Maybe peace of mind was worth the wait When I figured out, figured out When you were not around I felt the presence of karma Finally fighting for me Oh, girl you've got a lot of nerve When this whole damn time you were acting out of jealousy I don’t feel bad ‘cos I know that it’s for the best A hundred reasons why I’ve now put it to rest I’ve said goodbye I’m moving on You’ve got no one left I'm done with the drama Maybe peace of mind was worth the wait When I figured out, figured out When you were not around I felt the presence of karma Finally fighting for me Oh, girl you've got a lot of nerve When this whole damn time you were acting out of jealousy Oh, oh, oh, oh ohhhh Oh honey you did this You made me a misfit You led me down paths I didn’t wanna go down Now I’m turning around ‘Cos I’m better without it You better believe it I’m done with your fake bullshit Honey, this is it! I’m cutting you loose ‘cos I'm done with the drama Maybe peace of mind was worth the wait When I figured out, figured out When you were not around I felt the presence of karma Finally fighting for me Oh, girl you've got a lot of nerve When this whole damn time you were acting out Of jealousy Finally Consider me free Since this whole damn time You were acting out Of jealousy

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released March 8, 2024

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